isnt highschool fantastic.......

If you cant stand a rant about a confused teenage boy (that refuses to spell well) talking about an insignifigent incident, look away now. Dont say i didnt warn you. Reasons i tell the internet this 1. i have to talk about it with some one, im itching too actually(and im sure as hell not ever going to tell anyone at school). 2. although id hate to say it,,,,,, im looking for advice

its assembily day at school and at our school the periods are shortened so you go to all classes and the assembily and so the assembily ends at the same time as a normal school day. The spin on things is that if you dont want to go to the assembily you dont have to. (i think its great how i spell assembily diffferent every time lol). So 6th period ends and its 60 minutes untill school ends. so my options are
1. find my friends and go the assembily
2. find my friends and go to taco bell and then ride the school bus home (which your not sopose to do)
3. walk home (which is something i do NOT want to do. (this is because i live in a dessert (las vegas spicificly) and its about 110 degree's, and i live exactly 3 miles away)

so im walking around trying to find my friends and i see my friend stephanie (who is a friend of mine who i hang out with in theatre class with). I ask her if she is going and she says no and says that i should come hang out with her and all the other hardcore thespians, who hang out their every day after school (litterally). I say i will if i dont end up going to the assembily, she walks off and i continue looking for my friends. I look for like 2 minutes not very hard and decide im going to the theatre. I go their and meet up with her, except the other students no teachers or any other sort of school authority is around. Me steph and the other school students are messing around, we go up to the loft (where all the controlls for the lights and stuff are) and start messing with the lights while people are messing around on stage, their is a total of like 6 people in the theatre when their are usally alot more. So me steph and mike go up to the scaffelting erea ( we left the entire theatre pretty dark so its kinda scary up their because its EXTREMELY ggetto looking up thier, its kinda hard to explain but their we were. Of course Mike who is a senior (im a sophmore by the way and so is steff) starts telling us about all the paranormal incidents that have happened in that theatre. He then leaves and me ans steff just sit , talk, and start writing on the scaffelting stuff with our markers, because thats what we do. Everybody on the stage leaves but mike and a girl who's name i dont know are in the loft doing the same thing we are doing , just chillin on a couch (why we have a couch in our loft i dont know, you can probably guess the stories about the couch and why it has bean named the orgie couch). Before i realize whats going on me and steff are having a sloppy make out session. Reasons this astounded me,
1. i looked terrible that day, and i dont think im really attractive so this was startling
2. My lips were insanely chapped (for reasons i wont go into, but youll have to know they were insanely chapped)
3. she is an absolutly gorgeios girl (for the record i dont go out with people just because they are "hot" or because i can, i only go out with girls i really like)
My first thought was am i dreaming (not in the too good to be true way , but the disbelief way)
my second thought was, I hope she doesnt think that i would ever go out with her.

MY 3rd though was, AM I AN ABSOLUTE DICK FOR THINKING THAT, (notice how the girl im locking lips with is the farthest thing from my mind)
my fourth thought was , AM I AN ABSOLUTE DICK FOR THINKING ABOUT THINGS LIKE THAT AND NOT ENJOYING THE MOMENT

sooo yeagh

and then the dean walks through the theatre about 70 feet below us and walks out, we continue as we were...... for a while.......and then i miss the buss.....and i had to leave because i had to make it home at 3 and by the time i noticed what time it was it was 2 and it takes me an hour to run home so i had to go. i said good bye got my stuff and ran out. And i had a long hot hour to walk home and think about what had happened.

From my logic the only reason for what had happened was that she really liked me. And i felt bad for not feeling the same about her (dont get me wrong i love her as a friend) and dont want too break any hearts

and for the record im new to this website

sincerely,
a hormonal teenage boy

Tags: advice, boy, dating, girl, guy, high, highschool, love, school, theatre

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Permalink Reply by MediaMisfit on September 9, 2007 at 4:55pm: Dude that post is soooo long... I'm to tired to read it but not reply meaninglessly.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by pelicanstocks on September 9, 2007 at 7:50pm: lol; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Joshua on September 9, 2007 at 5:06pm: sounds like you

1.) Just need to be honest with her

2.) Have a couple more make-out sessions

3.) Be confident in the fact that not all guys have this problem

You know what to do.. If your not feeling it .. then you have to be a man step up and tell her how you feel but be nice about it. You guys shared a moment but thats it. Believe me she will be much more pissed and hurt if you lead her on "Hell has no fury like a woman scorned!"; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by pelicanstocks on September 9, 2007 at 7:50pm: i love that quote lol, and yeagh, i will be honest and yeagh and to #3 ive thought about that alot actually; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by MediaMisfit on September 9, 2007 at 5:13pm: God dammit I didn't subscribe to this thread! Why the hell is I'm getting e-mails!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Brainy on September 9, 2007 at 9:37pm: Hey there,

Ironically, I don't think that you're a "hormonal teenage boy." People mature at different times in their life. It sounds like you were in a somewhat sexually charged environment, that is: suspended in the dimly lit scaffoldings, with a physically attractive girl, and in view of a notorious "orgy couch." All this created a sexual setting where you felt you ought to go along with the flow and kiss the girl, when in actuality you just weren't ready for that level of intimacy and any immediate future levels of intimacy with this girl, regardless of however beautiful she might be.

You need to recognize who you are and what sexual stage you are at and embrace it; don't judge yourself by objective standards of what you think you're supposed to be feeling/acting. Trust me, you'll get around to making-out with lots of pretty girls and it will be even more amazing when you're truly feeling sexually and emotionally moved by them!

As for the girl: be kind and honest with her if she tries to pursue you as her boyfriend. Tell her that you think she's beautiful and that you care for her as a friend but you're just not ready to be romantic. She might be a little hurt, but If she's a good friend, she'll come around. Plus it's always good to keep connections open with girls, because when you do get around to wanting to date them, they will have a positive view of you :)

Let me know how it works out :); ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Bill Cammack on September 10, 2007 at 3:16am: Hmm... Orgy Couch?... Wonder if Ikea has those in stock......

Anyway...

Excellent points, Brainy. "Pelican", don't worry about what she thinks or doesn't think. It's up to YOU as an individual to accept or decline if she chooses to "ask you out".; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by pelicanstocks on September 10, 2007 at 8:35pm: as for your response , its fantastic, as for the girl , she wasnt at school today so i have nothing new
cheers; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Diego Alcocer on September 10, 2007 at 12:23am: It's pretty long and as you see in my pic, my eyes are pretty tried...can someone shorten this down?; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by WilsonXRS on September 12, 2007 at 3:35pm: In a nutshell.. he makes out with one of his female friends whom is very hot but he doesn't want a relationship with her. And wants to know how to tell her.

Just be straight with her if she asks about it. Otherwise I probably wouldn't bring it up. However if you want to get it off your chest.. pull her aside and just say I'm not looking for a relationship with you, I'm sorry if I lead you on that way. That's just a example but you get the picture? Chances are she may feel the same way and you can be friends with benefits, no harm in that.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by pelicanstocks on September 12, 2007 at 8:10pm: we act as if it never happened and we are avoiding each other but not avoiding each other so we dont make the other think we are avoiding each other

understand lol?; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by WilsonXRS on September 12, 2007 at 8:48pm: LOL sadly I kind of do. In my opinion.. you should just put a end to it. Go about it however you want just relax, be cool, and confident. And everything should go well. Do it tomorrow and tell us how it goes.; ▶ Reply to This